People always say that things happen for a reason. And I believe they do.
God created us for a reason, and place things into our lives so that we can learn and grow up to be that man or woman of God He planned us to be. But it is up to us on 'how much' we want to follow His will, or how most people say it, 'how holy' we choose to be. Sometimes I really find that perceptions on Christianity has been always so wrong in this world, because this world is filled with so much negativity - misbehaviours, trust problems and hurt.
A friend of mine found out that she is going to conceive, and she is my age. She took it as a blessing and even though you may say that she is in the wrong for being so uncareful, or being so open or whatever you may think, but God sees her heart. God understands her situation, because He watches over her. He watches over us. Each and everyday. Each and every second. He never let us go, because He loves us too much.
Many people may not believe in Him because you can't see, feel or touch Him. But think of it this way. Have you given that chance to God to let Him touch you? To let Him reveal Himself to you? The God I am serving is a God which is so patient and loving, that He will not force Himself into your life, but He will wait for you to open your heart to Him.
I know this may be a sensitive issue but I just wanted to voice out how I truly feel.
And now, many of you may think I have gone mad or holy or weird or whatever, but deep down, I am so in love with God and myself because I know that I am fearfully and wonderfully made by the most High and Loving God. And that I will spend my eternity with Him.